I believe that where I find myself today is a culmination of infinite ripples of choices, actions, thoughts, beliefs and feelings. As if the kosmos is a sea of magnets of changing polarities pushing and pulling us towards an unknown but similar destination, only to be led to a greater plateau.

Alas, the community does not play as large as a role as I would like. However, I believe that I exist in a community online, here at Gaia, and in that respect I feel well connected. But of course, a greater presence needs to be made in the 'real' community!

Love is the answer...
And I am filled to the BRIM..

NAMASTE

It has occured to me that with the culmination of 2012, and all of these new energies we are emerging into and that are merging with us, we may be faced with our greatest obstacles yet.

Alot of folks have had some pretty negative thoughts/feelings about 2012. As if it will mark the end of mankind. Now, I dont like to knock something down right away but I have been quick to completely ignore this point of view. However recently I have been having experiences with my painbody/phony/maya that have enlightened me to a potential possibility.

Many of us are awakening to our true selves, and we may be finding some conflict within as our Ego's fight to survive. For some of us, this battle is going to be MASSIVE. The inherent pain in many cultures of humanity is soo HUGE.. its going to take the conscious effort of millions to overcome the urge to NOT create from this pain.

Looking around me I can sense it. Smell it.

Something is brewing in the air.

I think its important for me to remain conscious and to "push" out as much light into the world as possible.

Are all the Lightbearers ready?

LUCEM FERRE ILLUMINATI!

Grimm

Spirituality does not play a role in my life, my humanity plays a role and function in my spirit.

Spirituality does not play a role in my life, my humanity plays a role and function in my spirit.

Greetings,

Along side the amazing experience I have been having recently, some not so amazing experiences have occured. I have been spending a lot of time getting to know my painbody and the various triggers and forms it takes to manifest itself in my experience, and through such reflection I have strengthened my dis-association with it. Of course, this has also led to a detatchment with my ego or "maya" as I like to call it sometimes. This detatchment has literally flipped my 'perception' upside-down.

How I percieve other people has changed. Its very much like in the movie "surrogates" that has just came out. Everyone is phony to me. Its like I am in EVERYONE else's  dream, and no matter what i try to DO... I cannot wake them up. The real issue I am having is that such a realization brings with it at times serene clarity of the nature of humanity, but also it is in itself a 'trigger' for my own 'maya'.

Needless to say, the last few days have been very interesting and have been quite the roller coaster ride. I intend to remain present and aware of my 'maya', so that I can better create and share my sublime experiences!

Namaste

Greetings,

For me personal freedom represents a dis-association with the illusory aspects of my constitution. This would include my ego/pain body, my thoughts, my emotions. From this freedom I gain stillness, and oneness with creation.

Considering that my path is a spiritual one, I gain confidence and a strengthening of faith whenever I experience synchronocity. In other words, whenever it becomes clear to me, in irrefutable forms that what I believe and experience is indeed very real, my confidence in my ability to realize to greater degree's my own truths is strengthened.

With age comes knowledge, wisdom, the greater comprehension of life. When one views life as cyclic, and not linear, you experience age in a much different way, I now experience myself moving through a higher vibration of an old cycle, and readying myself to move into a new cycle altogether.!